Disappearing Cats - magic or murder?

Disappearing Cats - magic or murder?

Last year in May my youngest son's cat Eldarin went missing for four days. My son was out of himself of worry as he was used to always have his cat with him in the bed every night. When the cat returned he was so relieved and wished to keep his cat indoors from now on. We tried to but a few days later he snuck out between my legs when I was letting out another cat and I was too slow to react. When outside I never could catch the rascal - only my son could. But when he came home from school his cas was nowhere to be found. Since Eldarin had come home every time for over a year, and he had returned last time even after four days, I thought he surely would return. And if he'd had an accident, surely all our animal loving neighbours would tell? I was sorely mistaken. The cat was gone like the earth had opened up and swallowed him. Since he was neutered he wouldn't go far, so either someone has stolen him - or even worse - someone killed him and hid the body. It was highly unlikely any greater prey would be able to overcome him, as he was quite a big male cat, and the grandest prey we have is foxes.

We started working after the hypothesis he only got scared by the fearful thunderstorm that day and got lost. So we put up posters and handed out pampflets to everyone living within a circle of a couple of kilometers. In the evenings we searched everywhere we thought he'd liked to play. A neighbour said she'd seen him about the time of his disappearance walking over the field towards the Skye creek, so we looked alot around the creek. The man living on the old mill by the creek gave us permission to search the mill. The way he'd said it to my husband made it sound that he really cared about our missing cat and wanted to help out. One night by the mill when we were searching there, my son and I heard the voice of Eldarin as clear as he was really close up answering back as he always did when my son called him. This was within the first week of our search and we only heard him once and then nothing. That event was the main reason we centered our search around the mill so much. There was an eiree feeling he was somewhere there whenever we went there.

Perhaps Eldarin's sister Varda felt it too cause she started to hang out there more and more. Most likely she'd gone together with Eldarin to the mill before, as they liked to hang out together. Varda was my youngest daughter's cat and both were kitties to my oldest daughter's cat. At this time the owner said not one word of annoyment over cats hanging around his mill, that I'm aware of, which would in later light seem extremly odd. The summer went by and the search area had widened to atleast five kilometers in all directions, and then to ten. Aside from three friendly calls from folks that really wished to help out and hoped the cat they'd spotted might have been our Eldarin, which it never was, there were no progress. Everyone tried to give some hope to the boy, like the story of grandpa's sister's cat that she met in a park five years later. But I had a dark feeling something really terrible had happened and that the voice we had heard indeed was that of Eldarin's. My son swore it had been. If so, he might have answered from the other side as he always replied to my son that way before he ran up to him to be cuddled. He might even have come home with us that night, but we could not see him as he was out of body by then.

The Red Cat

One day the owner of the old mill drove up to our house and very abruptly stopped his car, threw himself out and started yelling. My husband went up to talk to him, since he concidered him as a friend he wanted to help out. After some loud noises and very angry sound bits, even to me down in the garden, my husband came back and asked a really weird question. It definitely sounded like we've been accused of having a red scaggy cat that was messing up his property. Or rather, I understood, he was taking refuge in one of his outhouses. My husband acted bewildered and in that state he had no idea whether we owned a red cat or not. So he had to come back and ask me, which to my annoyment left the rude and yelling man felling rightous with his appalling conduct. I informed my husband that our latest red cat had died after many years of illness, and that he never had left the home even when he was well. How could he not remember? Of course he was taken over by the overbearing attitude of his so called "friend" and felt totally intimidated, which made him feel guilty without having done anything. I now realize that this is the behaviour of a quilty party, to mirror one's own quilt on others and angrily accuse the very people that are the true victimes of one's own crimes. But at this time that thought never occured to us as neither of us really wanted to think anyone on purpose had hurt our baby.

Indeed, this act was so chocking to all of us, since he actually had been behaving quite friendly up until then. Last year he'd borrowed us some building ramps he'd had laying around, as he's a builder. And he had talked to me many times when out walking his dogs. My husband had helped him with his PC and he'd been grateful and given my husband beer bought abroad, and so on. All had seemed peaches and pies, but now the first sign of oddness appeared. I had alot of bad experiences with bully friends of my very kind husband. In our last hometown he'd had two friends, whom both were cat hating, weapon loving, criminal bullies. All those facts had of course not been obvious to begin with, but the truth dripped out as time went by. One of the friends was older then us and one was slightly younger. The older man had turned our to be a con-man, living on welfare while working all along and never paying his bills honestly. For years he used my skills as a webmaster to build him websites, webhosting and taking care of his site for nothing. He only gave promises, but never paid me anything. When we were moving away he first wrote us and wanted me to send him his webpage, as his son had offered to take care of it from now on. When I wrote back that I would if he'd send me a symbolic minor sum for all the work I'd put into it, as I made it clear when I made it I didn't make it for free. He replied by saying he would not and that he had no use of our friendship anymore. If the site had been made by a firm my sum could easily have had a couple of more zeros behind, which he knew very well.

The younger friend had been a neighbour for a few years and had children a bit older then ours, and he seemed like a quite normal guy at that time. Working on the factory in town, married and kind of cute in a boyish way he was not standing out in anything more then as an obvious flirt. After he moved to another village he started to mess up his marriage with girlfriends. He also did some unlawful things in his weapon smithery, but nothing really terrible what I know of at that time. Now we've found out that he's lost his firm and all his weapons, been beating up girlfriends and almost cut off a girlfriends throat. Very terrible and he's obviously not mentally stable and a very dangerous person. Luckily these events took part long after we broke up our contact with him as we found out he was a manipulating, lying, womanizer, who had no back spine. Likely his wife found that out eventually too, as she divorced him three years after we moved away. These experiences I never wanted to have again, as loving and caring for people only to be used and treated as dirt is very heartbreaking. It is with sadness I realize neither of these friends of my husband is ripe for any evolution into fully humane humans. They are more like selfish predators ripe for living on the lower realms where everyone is ripping each others throats for crumbs. So to find out his very nice and friendly new neighbour friend might be one other cat hating, weapon loving, lying, law breaking, scumbag was not fun.

First time I met the mill owner was when his crazy dog was harrassing our rabbits and totally wreaked the new cage door, demolished two water bottles and barked like hell until his owner finally came and caught him. We phoned the police and they found the owner who was very appologetic, gave me flowers and two new water bottles, which broke within a couple of days, but it's the thought that counts so it was fine with me. No hard feelings. The poor dog I now think he had put down as he got tired of his constant bad behavior. He told us the dog liked to kill cats, so luckily he didn't kill any of ours at that time. Now I suspect the dog killed cats to please his owner, as dogs are good at sensing what their masters wish them to do. All dogs can learn to live in peace with cats unless the owner himself hate cats. So, now he was raging over a red cat and acucsing us of owning it. I didn't see him go and knock on the door two houses closer to his home before rushing up to our house. They too owned a few cats. And I never noticed him going over to our new neighbours across the road from us, even if I said I belived them to have a longhaired red cat. They were the only ones in the village I've noticed having a red cat at that time. When my husband had reported back to the man what I had said and talked to him for awhile he came back and told me the man with the mill had threatened to shoot the red cat if he saw the poor thing again on his property. Oddly enough neither me or my husband even once considered the possibility this guy was actually the one reponsible for the disapperance of Eldarin. Perhaps cause we still wasn't prepared to accept he might be dead.

The Cat Shooting Farmer

This very disturbing event stayed in my mind, just like the answering call sounding exactly like Eldarin down by that old mill did. Odd things had happened before, so a dead cat calling back to my son from the place where he found death would be a minor peculiarity. And eventually we stopped looking for Eldarin as active as we'd done all summer. Still, I stopped and looked at every tabby cat I saw for months. One day early this year my husband told me his friend with the old mill had said that the farmer with the biggest farm in the area, named like the creek, had the habit of shooting cats. This was very disturbing and as I've known these people a few years I looked back on everything to see what I knew about their values and morals. When I spoke to their youngest daughter she was obviously concerned that my son's cat was gone and she didn't mention her dad had shot any cats recently. I've known that girl since she was a toddler and she seemed to like me and always could talk to me freely, like most children here. And she seemed like an animal lover, who would not have liked anyones pet animal to be murdered. None of those emotions went thrue her eyes when I talked to her - just genuine concerne for the missing cat.

The only lawful reason for farmers to shoot cats on their own farms are generally to get rid of their own kitties, that have multiplied over the limit. When doing that they can be pretty sure the kitties are not any neighbours, since they know these kitties from the litters their own cats have produced. And kitties under the age of four months rarely walk very far from their homes, so it wouldn't be likely any kitties from another homestead would appear on a farm. If a farmer is to shoot grown up cats he'd have to make sure it's not a neighbour's cat first. That is, the cat must be known by the farmer as one of his own. If it's not he is obliged to first ask his neighbours about their cats and prewarn them before he does any shooting. To shoot a cat with a necklace or a neutered one would be plain stupid, as he'd most likely would be shooting someones pet. When shooting cats you hardly could spot a tattoo, and not even after catching a cat in a cage would you spot a chip. To be sure the farmer should catch the cats in cages and leave them to the police. Unfortunatly the police would break the law and shoot them, even if the cat are in their own database of missing cats and even it the cat has a collar, a chip or a tattoo. The police in my area sucks.

Inspite the law it would be very possible the farmer on Skye farm could shoot cats belonging to neighbours so this idea festered for awhile in our minds. I at first would not hear of such a terrible thing, but my husband believed it to be true. I thought about it for awhile and realized that the reason I had a hard time believing this idea was cause Eldarin was neutered long ago and would never walk up to a farm full of tom cats fighting for the females. It would had been suicide for him, and I've never ever seen a neutered cat do a thing like that. A hormone ridden male cat would of course do it and I now believe the man with the mill had no idea about the difference between a neutered male cat and an un-neutered one. He most likely thought all males would go up to the farm and fight for females, and perhaps he wished to implant the idea in our mind the cat was shot by mentioning the farmer's habit of shooting cats. But it made no sense that Eldarin would go up to the farm, when all he ever wanted was to play. He was the funniest cat who would climb our apple trees just to toss down the old wrinkled black apples in the winter. He was always playing and he was turning out to an excellent mouse catcher, which is worth gold here on the country side. Our last good hunter had been poisoned by the owner of the farm we live on a few years back, and after that she didn't like mice anymore. But Eldarin practiced catching mice all the time and the creek must have been a great place to train on, with the old mill full of tasty mice.

This accusation against the farmer was said many months after the disappearance, and I have no idea how come he even started to talk about this subject as I was not present when it happened. I'm sure it's correct that farmer do shoot cats occasionally, but today I don't have the slightest suspicion he shot Eldarin. Farmers shoot on their farm and only village idiots would go close to other people's houses to shoot fat house cats. Then my oldest daughter told me the very nasty and stupid cousin of the farm children had threatened to kill her cats earlier. By the time Eldarin went missing this boy had been in his early twenties and he's still around, driving his car like a madman thrue the village. According to rumours she'd heard this boy used to hunt down by the creek and on any other place, without any concern for peoples pets. When hearing that my main suspect became this very naughty young man, who obviously had no compassion for anything living. He was bragging about killing animals and he drives by children and babies in prams on narrow country roads without lifting his foot from the gas pedal one bit. Having this in mind he also became a huge suspect for the hit and run the summer of 2009, when my youngest daughter's former cat Elerina was run over when walking on the side of the dirt road. She was all white and it happened on the middle of the day in bright sunlight. There were no reason to hit her, accept on purpose.

The mill owner had never mentioned hearing any shots by the creek at the time Eldarin disappeared, which there ought to been if someone was there hunting. As a hunter himself he surely would have reacted if he'd had. And then again, he had threatened to kill that beautiful red longhaired halfpersian who had taken refuge in his barn. That poor young lost cat had luckily listened to my mental call and came home to us before the man had the chance to shoot him. He then stuck around our home for several weeks and in the fall he suddenly was gone. I spotted him further away, where there are other farmers and I hope those were nicer people then those shooting cats. If no one took care of him and let him sleep in their barn he surely had no chance in the terrible freeze we had that winter.

Beware of False Gifts

Now we're nearing this years summers end and just like last summer the man with the mill gave my husband beers for helping out with his computer. Personally I'd prefer him NOT giving any beer. Beer is of absolutely no use whatsoever. The elderly farmers in the other direction up in Gemeslosa once had given us meat as thank you for computer help, which was very much appreciated as food is dead necessary. That farmers wife is so very nice and once she saved our best mouse cat Linda, when she was poisoned by Anticimex on the farm we live on. It was the owner of the main farmhouse that had payed Anticimex to put out the poison and ignored to warn us living in free bought houses on the farm. Otherwise Anticimex would tell the farmpeople what to do to avoid their cats to get poisoned, but as we didn't own the main farm they ignored us. To put a folder in our mailboxes was too much of a bother for Anticimex. So giving gifts after recieving aid that othervise could have cost dearly seems common here, which is nice and polite. What is less nice is when the cracks of peoples facades comes falling down. Some people manifest perfection, while they truly are nothing but perfect when you come to know the truth about them. Others try really hard to look like interesting unusual characters, while just being bored with their day-to-day lives and likes to put out some mystery around themselves. Yet others are what they seem and do as good as they can, with no perfection, but are mostly nice caring people with nothing to hide. Who's who is the tricky part to figure out, but perfection and weird behaviour is one thing that gets a red flag for me.

There is one lie I already as it unravelled saw thrue. It was less then a year since we'd moved to this house and a neighbour living just over a field behind the main farm was always driving by way too fast in his sporty little car. One evening I saw him drive towards the creek in a hurry, as usual. Not long after he came back and knocked at our door. He told a story about finding our longhaired halfpersian catgirl run over by the side of the road in the dark. But as soon as I sensed his body language and behaviour I knew he'd run her over when speeding passed our house that night. He'd unknowingly made a small movement away from me when I came up to him and then he hurried away in an oddly fashion towards where the cat was. He clearly didn't want to be close to me, while everyone else that ever has found a dead cat had shown sympathy by coming up closer to me. It's just one of those things you notice when you've been around for many years and seen many cats getting run over, either my own or some others. Later on I found out he's an ex officer in the military and I never met any such that would shy away from a pretty lady, and I was very pretty at that time. When I met him later on he sure enough never again avoided to be near like that, so I'm sure my gut was right on that one.

That was an accident and he actually stopped speeding after that. And even if he at that time didn't know us and had not the guts to tell us the truth I'm sure he felt really bad about it and that was why he did the decent thing and told us the cat was dead. It might have been cowardly doing it like this, but then I never ever met anyone who themself had run over a cat coming up and telling us the cat was dead. It has always been the car after stopping and telling or someone arriving later on. And I know that cause always have the one reporting the incident been really upset about people running over cats and sneaking off like thieves in the night without even trying to find the owners. If they'd been guilty themselves they'd not shown such obvious dislike for cat killers. They were typical cat lovers and one was even a police officer, though not on duty, and he said this is a hit-and-run crime and he was very appalled people did like this. At that time we lived by a 50 road, which people mostly drove above 90 on. The only one ever I've met admitting she'd hit a cat of ours was a lovely lady who stopped last summer after the incident. But since it was Linda with nine lives she'd run over the cat was fine. It was a very beautiful dark lady with an interesting foreign accent. She was obviously a mother and she was no coward. And I was very surprised and grateful she stopped and told me what had happened. What a rare moment!

The other day my husband helped the builder - the owner of the old mill - with his computer again. He came home and proclaimed that the poor man was almost going bankrupt cause our cat Varda had scratched on some isolation material he had in the mill. My husband knew it was Varda cause the cat described wore a necklace with a bell, like Varda does. He was feeling really guilty due to the terrible harm our cat had made to the material. It's just that the material is placed in the mill that has lots of broken windows at ground level, so any animal can get in there. Most likely there are lots of mice in winter and they love to use isolation material as building matter. So in my opinion that's what attracts the cats - all the mice. At the time of Eldarin's disappearing he hadn't said one word about the fact our cat might or might not hang around in his mill, but freely offered us entrance to it to search for him there. Then the rage over the red cat and the threats to shoot him on the spot. Now he demanded us to keep our cat indoors, or else. What?

Conclusion About the Killer

Will he shoot her too, just like he shot her brother Eldarin? Of course this is the very conclusion my mind came up with as I learnt about this. Now, more then a year after the tragic loss of Eldarin it all seems so obvious. Many people here in my country seem to believe they are in their rights to shoot other peoples pets if they wander off onto their property. This is not true, but a belief too many share. You are never in your rights to destroy another persons property and pets are counted as property. If you find another person's pet on your land you are in your rights to catch the animal and report it to the police, if you have reason to believe it's not a neighbours pet. If you've catched it you should ask around your neighbourhood who's pet it is first and only after that you should report the find to the police. Following these procedures you'll reduce the risk of hurting a neighbours pet or a runaway pet astronomically compared to shooting the animal after a few sigtings. Doing that is counted as a deliberate crime of damaging another persons property. You most likely wont get a very hard sentance, but you'll get a dot in the crime record as it is a crime. If you're lucky you'll just get a slap on your wrist, at worst you'll have to pay for the damage.

The same goes if it was true a pet had ruined something and you have to pay for it. Whenever I've been accused of having an animal ruin something I've always payed what I was asked to, which this owner of the mill should have asked us to do before he shot our youngest son's only friend. We'd be willing to pay him alot of money to just forget the little damage he might have done, even if he couldn't prove Eldarin was the cat doing whatever he claimed, we would have payed. Our son loved that cat more then the man owning the mill down by Skye creek can imagin, cause I'm sure he's never loved anyone that much in his whole life. The only thing I can imagin he'd have any deeper feelings for would be his wife and children, but most definitely his material possessions. Which is why I made a special curse for him during the last full moon, a curse of dematerialization kind of. Of loosing what he loves most and hurting tenfold of what our son was hurting, as children hurt so much more then grown ups. I sure hope Karma is still working, cause this man needs instant Karma and very fast before it's too late to learn compassion and care for our fellow living beings.

ibeoDesign - vetteljus.org

Domain problem

(This problem is now solved - they had moved the site to a new server so please use my vetteljus.org domain from now on!!!)

For a month my website isn't updated from the server it's located on. It's really annoying and I have no clue why this is happening. The site is there, but none of all the updates and all the work I've put in this last month are showing up. The only way to actually see my website like it's supposed to look like is to access it directly at the server where it's located. You have to use this link for that: http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/

But I have loads of sub-sites and pages and all sorts of things and everything need to be redirected if this continues. I can't see what is wrong when looking at the whois information, but then I have no clue really about that.

So for the moment all I can do is to start using the link above all over the place and stop using vetteljus.org, though I love that name. But 4 weeks and nothing is happening? It's like someone blocked the access to the server I have my updated website on, so the domain wont go there. I don't know what other thing would cause this error. It's bizarr.

Here is a list with most of my websites. When there most links will work on the server, but a few will not and take you back to the domain.

http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/magnolia -
Magnolia Lane = main Green World site
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/irainbows
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/ifriends
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/ifamilies
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/ivendela
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/ijeremias
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/izakarias
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/imagdalena
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/ipets

http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/sagoland -
Fairyland Poetry - main Blue Sky site
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/sagan -
Sagan Om Ringen - sub site
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/yqueen
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/yladie
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/yelfen
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/yfaery
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/yangel
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/ynymph
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/yking

http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/karleken -
Kärlekens Cirkel - main Red Heart site
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/odjuren -
Odjurens Tid - sub site
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/dikt -
Romeo & Julia - sub site
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/gneptunus
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/gvenus
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/gluna
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/gzeus
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/goden
http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette/gloke

There are more then twice as many sub sites really and to access all of them one has to figure out that it's just to add the next piece of the url to the next level. Hopefully once you're inside one of the above site you can do that just by clicking the links.

I will change all the guestbooks to go directly back to the server asap. That will take awhile to do. Until then I can just try to not think about how the visitors wont know how to do this unless they come here and read this notive, which is highly unlikely anyone will do.

Vetteljus - http://srv4.webb-hotellet.com/~vette

Updates for my domain Vetteljus

There has been a few changes since I last posted anything about my domain Vetteljus here on my blog Vetteljus. First I have created three Forums. One for my Green World and Magnolia Lane, which you can read and/or join here:

http://magnolia.friendhood.net/

The second is for my Blue Sky and Fairyland Poetry, which is here:

http://sagoland.heavenforum.com/

The third is for my Red Heart and Circle of Love (= Kärlekens Cirkel):

http://karleken.newstarforum.com/

My mailingslists for these groups are still there, but put on hold so no mails can be sent through them to the members. And I've deleted all the members as there hardly were any there anyways. Guess I wasn't shallow and superficial enough for the masses, which is fine with me. I've never jived with the masses anyways. I'm not here to jive, I'm here to put a virus into the collective consiousness of this world. Which I've been doing all my life. Today, finally, I can enjoy my transdimensional "work", as people are finally en masse "waking up" from their slumber.

Things I've known all my life to be true are getting accepted by more and more "ordinary" people. The light is pouring out and sipping into people's minds. This is amazing and I cry every time I hear someones story how they just in a few months realized what was up with this world. It takes only 3-4 months of studies to get the general picture, and even if I knew something was up, and acted as this mind-virus in the program of this reality from the start of my life, I didn't bother to study what other people thought about this reality until 2006. Until then I only focused on my creativeness, as I've always done. To create has always been my passion. To create beauty and life.

As a child I sew alot of doll-dressed I'd designed myself, and I made dresses of yarn. I always did things, even clothes to myself and my sister, from my own designs. I made clothes for many years, but when I got a garden I stopped and started to grow things. I've always loved the plants and the trees, but never liked flower pots indoors. Plants should be outdoors, unless it's winter and they are from the south and need to be indoors for awhile. Today I found a little paprika on a plant I found in the garden this fall and took inside. I'm not a good gardener so it's a challenge to do gardening. It just doesn't come natural to me as I am more the kind who loves plants as they are and it's hard to have to kill some to help others to live. But if you want to grow food you have to. This is what I dreamt I would do in my next life - gardening. But on a greater scale, not like now. I hope so and that I can go to a special school, like I'd done in my dream, to learn how to. It was nothing like on Earth and I was the first lot going to a freshly terraformed planet to start the gardening. It was so exciting and I was so happy.

When internet came I had to learn webdesigning and for awhile I neglected my garden when I was making many new homepages and alot of graphics. Now, many years later, I try and do the garden in spring and summer, and leave the graphics and websites for the low seasons. That's why I've been working alot on the domain now and made alot of new things. It's a constant work in progress, and many times I end for months and leave links with nowhere to go. I don't mind, but I guess it would annoy a serious visitor. Today not many are visiting sites like mine. In the good old days (???) I had many more visitors, so being very long on the internet haven't helped. My website just doesn't appeal to most people. It's not rational enough for the rational minds, not serious enough for the serious minds, not hip enough for the hip people, and not enough of a resource for those in need of resources. I'm talking about resources of any kind here really. People looking for tubes and graphics wont find enough of that on my site, for instance. People looking for truths and mind-blowing material wont find much of that either. I haven't really put up my site so it's showering the visitors with free-bees like that. They have to work for the tresures and most people today are not up to work for anything but "money".

What is money? I don't think anyone can answer that question correctly. I'm sure you can't. You will try, but you will fail. It's a simple question, but you don't know the answer. Cause it's just an illusion. It's no reality, so there is no answer to that. Value is in many thing, but never money. Money is nothing, really. Still most people will not work to find my treasures, which are 100% free on my domain, but day out and day in for an illusion. That illusion is luckily shared with most of us, so we'll exchange this illusion for food, clothes and other valuables. That is well, until you don't own any illusions. I don't own any hardly, cause I've failed to work hard enough to get alot of illusions, and worked hard to create real values instead. But no-one gives me food if I create a nice tube, like the magnolia I've done here. But it is of substance, even if it's made on a PC. I can print it out and make a poster of it. It's a design. Money is not even that. But we all believe in money and we give our lives to money. Money is the true GOD of this world really. Why, cause everyone worship money.

If you wish to go to my website/domain and find my tresures you are very welcome. Like this blog it is called Vett e ljus. Did you see what I did there? I know it's called Vetteljus, but if you are swedish, like me and my domain name, you'll get it, I'm sure. Vett is wisdom, e is short for is, and ljus is of course light, which stands for wisdom in all esoteric learning. So in real this name tells you that wisdom is light, and nothing less. I honestly didn't think about that when I named my domain back in 2004, as I only intuitively took that name. I love the mermaid, the music of the spheres, I also used. She sits on the moon and plays the vibrations, and then our whole creation is manifested. Our creation is like the light from the moon only a reflexion of the real light. The moon is equal to water and from the abyss of the universe's dark sea our reality came to be, through the music of the gods. And my mermaid sits there playing, like the mermaid gods of the ancient myths who once are said to have ruled our world.

My domain is a play, and visitors not getting the music in the images are only seeing the shallow symbols. Those believing themselves to be above others, from divine inspiration, have spat on my site, as they themselves are too shallow to see what it all means. One woman thought I was promoting worship of a lot of goddesses and only could see the surface. When I replied there's only one goddess, she got VERY angry at me. She thought I was so stupid, yet she herself didn't understand how to use a dictionary to learn spelling and it was hard to understand anything she wrote in our common native language, swedish. She's the only one female I know that truly hated my webpages, though a few angry feminists been attacking the half naked art, I'm promoting. Obviously they detest naked bodies. I'm not too happy with mine either, but in art you can make perfect bodies, like you wish you had. I see no problem with that, as long as they keep their private parts for themselves. I don't particulary like art of private parts in a provocing position. There is nothing like that on my site, but to some women a cleavage is enough to make their heart pump. Perhaps they are flat breasted and have a serious problem with breasts? I like breasts, so if you don't like breasts you should not go to my website at all.

About the goddess-hating woman I think what pissed her off the most was that not only did I explain to her there was only one goddess on my site, but also that that goddess was myself, and that it was just for fun. Fun was a bad word and everything was dangerous, and hellish and created by evil men, according to her. She was very affraid of any ancient symbolism, which was to her the work of evil controlling men. Her man-hate was very clear, and I felt sorry for her. It must be difficult to operate in a man's world when hating all men, and then on top of that not knowing how to use a dictionary making you look like a total idiot when writing. I guess as men might have written the dictionary that was very evil as well. I should not mock her, but she was very very nasty about my site and about me as a person. She does not know me, and my brother Leif sent her my address, cause he thought she'd like another woman's site, but she got all envious and mean instead. He'd liked her misspelled writing so much and gave her credit for it, but she did not like him, me, my site or nothing. And it was not her fault she could not spell, as she'd left the FREE education system very young and never looked back. Which is no reason not being able to spell. You learn how to spell through reading mostly, anyways.

But most books are made by evil men, I guess. There is alot of female authors, but I guess they are like me under the evil spell of evil men, so very dangerous to read. Sorry for the rant here, but this woman's attitude was just so strange, she reminded me of a UK abductee I know. Though he's much saner and nicer, even if he'd spent time on the mental ward after his breakdown. Or rather, his awakening. But there is a method to his madness, once you learn what he wish to transmit. He knew the young man Rik Clay, who was so interesting and I had so high hopes for. But in his last mail he said he was through and all his stuff on the internet is gone. Perhaps there is a few interviews left with him. It's kind of odd this woman reminded me of this man, Matt. Think she had something similar going, but understanding what she understood she did the same error Matt did. Both underestimated other peoples journeys, thinking they themselves upheld all the answers. That is the biggest error a human being ever can make. We are all pieces of a whole, and though every piece contains the whole, we only can project to the world our selected piece, or image. So no-one is quite like you in this game called reality. You are unique and believing you are better is just your own illusion.

So, if you never "wake up" and can see the emperor is butt-naked, that is your journey. To grow and become a greater woman/man you only have to stop ridiculing everyone proclaiming the sodder is just that - naked. Today forums are filled with sleeping beauties dreaming about the handsome emperor in his fancy dresses, and their lives seem to revolve around making every non-believer look stupid. They are very clever at that and I must say their logic is making more loops and hoops than a circus acrobat, but they do it so well. I'm impressed. Still I know that they should not insult others like they do, as that will only dig a hole for themselves as the more they insult and ridicul, the more they invest in not being wrong about their gordeous emperor. The greater the fall if they must admit their foolishness. To be a bit humble to others might help, when you yourself have not studied a subject or bothered with all the work it takes to penetrate even one little lie in the humungus web of lies that's been spun around us all.

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What are jihns, demons, fairies really?

Sounds like a pretty wacko thing to ask, but the deeper one goes into the ancient knowledge the less wacko it seems. In pagan culture there were the fairies. Have you ever spotted their orbs in the corner of the eye you know those tales are not made up. There really are orbs and on a rare occation you may see one hastily float through the air and disappear behind a tree. When I did I thought I must have looked at a light recently and that's what I saw. But then I remembered the orb had passed behind the trees. A reflextion in the eye would had passed infront of the tree, and I could not even remember what light I possibly could have seen as I'd just came out of the dark cellar in the evening. Still it could have been an hallucination, if there is such a thing. What if hallucinations really are glimses into another dimension? That truly messes things up, does it not?

Demons is what we have come into contact with through the catholic church mostly and their mythology. What they are seems really to be the same as the arabic jihns and the jihns are described as bluish beings. Many fairies have very strong blue colours and I think specially on one such image of a blue fairy that looked particulary mischievous. It stuck in my mind and when I read about the jihns and the description of them that image popped up. What was particular about that was that it was the "tag" of a member in a group I had been part in many years before and I had saved her tag as a memory. I didn't know who she was, but I always saved things back then from visitors signing my guestbooks. I liked the tag and the name on it stuck in my mind. It was significant in some way. The name was "Dereth". By now I have deleted that tag long ago, but I have kept a beautiful birthday gift from a lady with the same bluish fairy on. Still I never forgot on who's tag I first spotted the little one.

Last summer I was asked to re-join a PSP-group I had left in May 2006. At that time it was a big group but when I was contacted it was very small. The reason for that could be that no newbeginners got accepted anymore and all old members had left for reasons unknown by me. According to the leader many of them had been given the booty for "not behaving". I know alot of people join groups and then wont participate as the rules say they should, so I thought not much about it. I did wonder over the claim that they'd had to expell members for trying to take over the group. That was such a subjective term it caught my attention. So when re-joining I admitted I was not particulary good at behaving so I was doubtful I'd could cope. Still I promised to give it a try and if it didn't work I just could leave and we'll still be friends, since I'd told my doubts in advance. But this didn't happen. So here comes the jihn in. Far fetched for some, but according to some sources they are spirits that possess people that are easily possessed. I've even been told by people they feel like they have a demon attached to them. People I feel an odd energy around.

So what is this "spirit"? Why are they possessing people? And how does it affect the person that are having one in the house or even worse, inside their own self? One thing I think can happen is that the person does things he/she can't remember afterwards. Like when we are very drunk it's said we are easy to possess. Perhaps that is why many religions forbid drinking? To the knowledgeable there is spirits all around us - all the time. But only a few are mischievous, I'm sure. Cause all of this is my thoughts only about this, and not copied from any books. I've read and listened to what others say and believe and wondered and you might think this is all nuts. That is your right to think as it's mine to have thoughts on this subject. If you feel a need to say insulting things to me due to my thoughts, you perhaps have a little demon whispering this need into your ear. Cause really, what is it to anyone else if I have thoughts about anything? Who wants to create sorrow and pain in this world by hurting others?

In the childs book Monsters Ink the monster is blue and is living out of the childrens fear. Which again makes me think about the jihn. So like these monsters the jihns and demons are living on our feelings. Some are living of love, and they try to create love around themselves. Others, like in Monsters Ink, tries to create fear. But there are plenty of other variations of feelings, even if these are the two main ones. Frustration, heartache, loneliness, hopelessness are examples of feelings close to fear. So the little blue jihn whispers into the person it's stuck to things of malice to make the person do things that will create some of these fearful feelings in its victimes. That is a theme even in Xena, where there were those three spirits - some greek ones I've forgotten the name of now as there are so many names in every culture on them. They are in many parts of the serie and they are creating alot of havoc and hurts. They even manage to screw with the mind of the mighty war god Ares.

In the nordic myths we have a half god that is kind of acting out the achetypical devil behaviour. The demons are supposed to belong to the devil in the bibel religions. Among the Asirs this half god is called Loki. That he's having several personalities is impossible to miss when one reads the stories. He's the blood brother to the highest god Odin, but he still betrays him and lures someone else to kill Odins favourite son Balder. That is like the worst thing you can do - having your best friends own beloved family member killed. But that Loki decieves and lies. At the very same time he's one of the most pleasant of all the gods of Asgard. He's funny, witty and friendly to everyone. Everyone more or less likes him and only very few distrust him, but none dares to say so as he's the blood brother of Odin. But after the murder the feelings start to change, cause something is not right. I've wondered why he had Balder killed and I think it's cause he was so very popular. He was Odins pet.

When I re-joined the PSP-group I kind of felt I was the pet of the owner to begin with. She even wrote me privately and complemented me for following her rules so very well (which was extraordinair to me since I am very forgetful) and she complained the others would not listen to her - specially one member called Malena she needed to be extra strickt with. I kind of felt sorry for her, as she obviously almost licked the owners feet to please her. Apparently after I had left the group back in 2006 and the group shrunk this old woman Malena was the only one the owner had taken on as a new pupil. Well, there might have been a few more after I left, but eventually her crowd of pupils shrunk to this woman only. And she did private tutering with her. So back to the Loki and Balder incident we go. To me it became clear that I was the archetype of Balder, the shining bright young quick learner with always a jolly smile and not a care in the world. While Malena was soon playing the role of Loki, the growingly envious best friend of Odin (= the leader Norma). What a drama play that turned out as things evolved!

Now I really should sum this up before proceeding. You might wonder - who was this "Dereth" I mentioned at the beginning? Well, when Malena had presented her full name to me it turned out SHE was this "Dereth". It was a second name and second personality on the net. And her guestbook had the same little blue jihn as her old tag had - the one I had saved so many years ago and still remembered. I re-joined the group just as it was Malena's birthday and that was how I found out she was the blue fairy. Of the three members of the group she was the only one making any effort to get to know me. She was very kind and helpful and I decieded to trust her, even if Norma had told me it was Malena that had caused her to loose an old girlfriend. Norma put all the blame on the old friend of hers and not any on Malena, her new friend. All these women are as old as my parents and knowing how they are I didn't wonder over their little dramas. Out of the blue I then are told by Malena that Norma is upset with me. About the same time she must have informed Norma that I was upset with her. I'm sure now that this was just the energy of the jihn in action. Or in the nordic tradition she manifested the Loki character by acting both as a dear friend to us both, while at the same time planting thoughtforms into our minds that then became our realities. Only that in my reality it was Norma that was displeased with my lousy tutorials and in Norma's mind it was me displeased with her way of running things.

The end result of this Loki energy is anger, distrust and confusion. All nice fear-related energies any jihn can live on happily for quite awhile. At least according to the myths of the jihns, demons or nasty fairies. On the other hand there are supposingly many spirits of a good nature too. Or as in a dream I had where I was a love-fairy. My food was just joy and love in general and that was what I tried to make people I came in contact with feel. Only when I lost my wings in a flying accident I needed solid food to grow out new ones and that food was fruit. It was a lovely dream, which I was awaken from before it was over. Hopefully I'll dream it another time. Perhaps we are in our essence just that, fairies, jihns, demons, angels, spirits, when we are not in solid form. What do I know. All of this is just a jotapox of memories, thoughts and hypothesies I could never prove in any way. Totally unscientific and therefore useless and unimportant to all the Saturn-people ruling our world today. If you don't know your planetary achetypes that wont mean a thing to you so perhaps I'll mention those too another time. In this story Norma is the typical Saturn-type; ruling, obedience, timelines and control. Actually the whole situation in the group was Saturn-laden and I don't do Saturn very well, which is the energy that is old and moving out now. Some wish to still put their energy into keeping it around a little longer and by that pre-longing the birth-aches of the new age arriving.

Of course Saturn is equalled with Satan and is therefore the ruler of our 3D world, the liniar timeline existence. Don't ask me how another world could be possible, but perhaps it's like the way I do things, which is by inspiration more then duty to have things done a specific date. By doing things only due to inspiration you might have it done sooner, or you might have it done later then by a fixed date, but either way it will be more joyous to do and perhaps even better done. The Jupiter energy is the expansion and growth energy, and it's one of two bright "stars" on the sky that has been credited for being Lucifer. The other one is Venus that has the creative love-power that manifests so much beauty and new things all the time. As it moves in closer it makes the spiritual water rise and the feminine energy stronger. Saturn is the strongholder of the rigid masculine powers that now are slowly dying, just as our old cat have been dying all the time from this summer until today, the first day of 2010 when he finally took his last breath and went to cat heaven to meet his mother, sister and daughter whom he all loved and missed.

If you are looking for a punch-line in all this you are looking in vane. I only wanted to put down a few of my thoughts about those silly little jihns and how they work. That I had that picture, the tag, for so many years and now finally know who that "Dereth" was and that she now are acting out a typical jihn behaviour was just too bizarr. A couple of days ago she found my updated graphics-page where I'd changed my tribute to the PSP-group to a warning and she freaked out. Mostly - or rather only - cause I'd compared her behaviour to the archetype of Loki. That might have sounded like a really nasty thing to do, but when compaired to her pages saluting the mass-slaughter in Iraq it was nothing. Having ones conduct compaired to the god of lies and manipulations is a silly thing while children are ripped apart and born deformed, which I described at the same place as I mentioned Loki. But she only cared about being compaired to the god of mischief, which her reply in my guestbook showed since she copied the exact words I'd used and then added some much worse on me to get back to me properly. She's of course entitled to think what she wants about me, but nothing I wrote was a lie, since I only wrote what I knew and what I thought was going on in a more multidimensional way.

To prove I was right in my hunch what was going on I yesterday found out someone was writing lies about me to people I knew. Total lies. Which is what I had thought was going on when accused by the leader Norma of being upset with her. I'd never said anything of the kind. In the mail she thought I'd said that I said the very opposite, which is a great skill of the Loki character to make people see the opposite of what is really there. Of course I realized pretty soon Malena had told Norma I was upset with her, just as Malena had told me in a private mail that Norma was upset with me. If you hear that, you get a bit upset, since you don't want friends being upset with you. How clever isn't that to make people get upset with each other just by claiming they are! And how typical women today to do that. That has nothing to do with the female energy by the way, as women today have lost their femininity. Many mysticks claim there are few really feminine women today and to save this planet we need to find our feminine energy again. That is our Venus-energy, our love-energy and the creative source. The more beauty we can manifest and the more love we radiate, the more I guess we'll become feminine.

I think I've rounded things up now and left not too many loose threads hanging. Well, perhaps I should tell what silly lies more exactly someone now seems to be spreading. It was that I put up a persons name and email-address on my site, which I have no idea why I was supposed to have done, since I have no reason to do such a stupid thing. That upset that person so much she wrote an angry email to me just as we were off to see the new years fireworks. Actually it chocked me so much I got delayed by replying to her and we came too late. My daughter got too late to pick up her friend and we all missed the start of the fireworks. So if that was the PSP-groups new trick to get back to me for being so upset with Norma, as Malena claims I am, they succeeded. They managed to make a few children late for their fireworks. Good job old crows - picking on children. If not replying I'd leave the computer after reading what I hoped was another nice mail and had put on my clothes instead of sitting in chock over such nastyness. Why lie to another person about such a thing? Why upset an old woman someone for no reason was hanging her out on a website? What twisted mind can even make up such a thing just to sow sorrow? Well, someone with a pretty mischievous jihn would attached to her.

Go and watch Xena and you'll know what I mean. They portray this kind of spirits very well there. If this is aspects of humans without a body or something else, I have no clue, but possessions are real and verified from many sources. Including someone I used to know who was an exorcist in his later days. Too many truly knowledgable and wise people have spoke about this, too many ancient texts have to just toss it away as nonsens. The saying the greatest trick the devil ever pulled is convincing everyone he didn't exist comes to mind, though I don't believe he exists in the flesh but as a spirit energy we all help to feed and manifest with our own spirits and by hosting negative spirits and helping them do harm to others. Wars, famine and all kinds of hostility and injustices are like candy to these energies and everyone feeding into it and helping it along prolongs this era of pain and hurt. Hopefully the numbers of souls that wish to have another kind of energy are growing, but I have no knowledge if that is the case. To me it seems we all are creating our own enimies and starting our own wars with ease. And not even me are spared even when trying to avoid all negative social contact. It'll come to me all the same and manifest just to mess with me.

If you have read all this and don't understand it don't bother to comment. If you have read it and think you have understood it, but think I am a deranged lunatic, like Malena obviously does, don't bother to comment either. If you have your own thoughts about jihns and such things you can comment and I'll add it here. If you are upset that I write my opinions you can keep those thoughts to yourself as this is my blog and not yours. Like my site is mine and I say what I want there - and I'm no angel. I'm a spirit having a human experience and sometimes not liking atall what kind of other spirits having a human experience I see. Would be nice to see more from my parts of the multidimensional universe being here in my blog and site, but they are either found on their blogs and sites or in real life at home with my family.

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Kan gödgrisarna lita på bonden?

(Skrivet 31 october, 2009 13:50)

Hittade ett fel i texten nedan. Det första man blir blind på... Jag menade förstås INTE att säga att deras olika vaccin är tillverkat i deras laboratorium (för det är ju självklart att de är det!), utan att VIRUSET är tillverkat i deras laboratorium. Det är därför de så snabbt kunnat tillverka vaccin. Olika vaccin till olika grupper med. Så det är inte alls säkert att ett vaccin påverkar en på samma sätt som ett annat.

På nyheterna igår sa nån ansvarig gubbe nere i Schweiz att det vaccin svenska folket får nu (och tydligen också norska efter information från "Moonchild Fairy" i Norge) ska innehålla adjuventanter (eller hur sjuttsingen det stavas). Han fick det att låta superbra, men som jag redan informerat alla om några gånger så är det långt ifrån "bra". Antingen är det skvalen, som den information jag fått att det ska vara, eller aluminium. Aluminiun är det som ligger bakom alzheimers tydligen.

Hans uttalande bekräftade ialla fall mitt påstående att det ÄR adjuventanter i vaccinet. Alla adjuventanter är klassade som extremt farliga och ökar risken för långsiktiga biverkningar radikalt. Vi snackar om biverkningar ÅR efter vaccinationstillfället. Jag berättar det främst för att skeptiker alltid slår undan sådana här varningar med att "det är ju nästan INGEN som trillar död ner efter vaccineringen så du har FEL att detta är en plan att döda 60% av mänskligheten". Klart att de INTE vill att folk ska trilla döda ner på plats, eller ens efter de kommit hem. De vill att jordens befolkning ska 1) sluta föda så många barn, 2) ha en kortare livslängd, 3) bli sjukligare. Och kanske en del annat, men de vill inte har FLER människor på jorden, vilket kommer att hända om inte fertiliteten minskar, livslängden minskar i väst. Sjukligheten kanske inte ens är så viktig längre, men hitintills har den varit en lönsam mångmiljardindustri.

För de som tror detta är "fantasier" grundas uppgifterna fortfarande på information från mängder av olika personer som finns på insidan av grupper som sysslar med saker vanligt folk inte har en susning om. En del kan stämma, en del kan ha varit planerat men ändrats när infon läckt (sånt händer ofta, vilket är varför info läcks), och en del kan vara disinformation. Att vidareförmedla den här typen av info betyder inte att JAG är 100% säker på att allt jag skriver är helt sant och kommer att hända. Det betyder att DU har nu fått del av infon och har nu själv ansvar för att fortsätta gräva och bilda din egen uppfattning av vad du känner är skönast för dig att tro. :-)

(Skrivet 29 october 29, 2009 1:34 - Mailsvar till en medlem i mitt Sagoland)

http://www.theoneclickgroup.co.uk/news.php?start=2960&end=2980&view=yes&id=3928#newspost

Kära Moonchild Fairy!
Du skickar mig en länk till en myndighetssida. Du kan inte lita på dem för ett öre. Myndigheten ligger under WHO. WHO styrs av samma personer som styr läkemedelsbranschen och som styr våra politiker genom grupper som Bilderbergarna, mfl hemliga sällskap. Möten du och jag inte får ta del av som våra folkvalda politiker ändå går på. Där tar de upp hur de på regeringsnivå ska fortsätta sitt arbete i varje medlemsland. Just en snygg demokrati.

Jag följde dina ansvisningar, tack för dem för jag hade aldrig hittat dit annars, men såg inte något om fraktsedeln med innehållsdeklaration eller en endaste vetenskaplig studie av vaccinet. Inte ens de värdelösa studierna, som inte följt protokollet hittar jag. Gör du kan du snälla peka ditåt. Jag såg bara en massa propaganda för att lugna folket. Samma lögner överallt. "Lite av innehållet" är just vad alla läkare och forskare jag lyssnat på klagar på är felet. De vill se hela innehållet. Man kan få se det om man går till patentverket i USA tydligen. Nu är jag inte där så ofta, men en dr Len Horowitch påstår att han sett det.

Vad gäller hur vår värld styrs kan jag kortfattat nämna att det är som en pyramid. Varje del är tämligen oberoende förutom en liten del som ser till att delen under sköter sitt enligt önskemålen uppifrån. De högst upp ser sig som ägare av världen förstås. Människor är så upptagna idag att de inte har tid att ta reda på vad som pågår här i världen. Man måste forska i många år för att sätta ihop pusselbitarna. En hel del är nämligen rena eugeniker, dvs de önskar en betydligt mindre befolkning. Vet man vad som pågår blir t ex allmänna val löjliga. Hösten 2006 hade vi ett val och eftersom jag visste vem som det året var ny medlem i Bilderbergföreningen så visste jag att Fredrick Reinfelt skulle bli statsminister följande fyraårsperiod. Nästa höst är det val igen och då kommer Socialdemokraterna att vinna. Mona Sahlin är deras ledare. Hon är Bilderbergmedlem numer har jag hört.

Min fråga till dig är egentligen - kan gödgrisarna lita på bonden? Hur gick det för 10 miljoner ukrainare mellan 1932-33, de 40 miljoner ryssarna, 100 miljoner kineserna, och de bortåt 10 miljoner tyskarna som svalt ihjäl bara för att de allierade vägrade ge dem mat efter kriget? Vore inte det lite naivt att lita på samma familjer som nu ger oss detta vaccin*, som enligt flera uppgifter ska vara framställt i ett av deras egna laboratorium. (Rättning: Det skulle vara "...detta vaccin *mot ett virus ..."

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P8QKSMK2Ytw Desiree Rover: "Vaccinations, Weapons of Mass Destruction" - "State of the Planet" Conference

Angående den agenda som de makter som haft kontroll över världen har kommer de troligen inte att lyckas. Jag är inte säker på att de kommer misslyckas heller för det kan vara så illa att de själar som väljer att följa dem får stanna i deras framtida totalitära världsstat. De som väljer att tänka själva kommer alltså inte att leva i samma verklighet. För vi lever i en multidimentionell verklighet med flera närliggande verkligheter vi ibland kan råka får en glimt av. Det kommer att bli mörkare innan gryningen, men mänskligheten kommer säkerligen att bestå. Det kan jag lova dig. Vi är odödliga själar allihop.

Nu har visst 4 "dött" efter blivit vaccinerade här i Sverige:
http://www.theoneclickgroup.co.uk/news.php?start=2960&end=2980&view=yes&id=3927#newspost

Det är lite märkligt hur du inte ens kommenterade inlägget om Autism jag skickade med mailet. Det har visat sig vara direktlänkat till just trippelvaccinet med bland annat mässlingsvirusar i. Även om många tror att det är kvicksilvret som gör det, men det var kvicksilvret som orsakade den stora plötsliga spädbarndöden, enligt forskningsresultat från Japan. Jag fick barn 1991 samma år de tog bort kvicksilvret ur barnvaccinen så det slapp vi. Flunsavaccinet innehåller kvicksilver säger så gott som alla som har en susning vad som finns i vaccinet - kan bara hoppas barn och gravida får utan, men det har jag inte fått bekräftat trots spörsmål. Såg inget om detta på sidan du skickade. Vet du om det är utan?

http://www.drcarley.com/Science_of_vaccine_damage.pdf

Jag är också oerhört nyfiken på när alla dessa svårt svininfluensesjuka började komma in på ditt sjukhus, Moonchild Fairy. Var det FÖRE eller EFTER ni började vaccinera folk där? De som tagit vaccinet påstår här i Sverige att upp emot 25% omgående insjuknade. Ifall det inte är sant blir jag förstås glad, eftersom min svärfar, som har svår astma, just varit inne och tagit vaccinet. Tyvärr tror jag dock han riskerar samma röta som min moster och hennes man råkade ut för. Du läste väl det? Hur förklarar du att de blev BÅDA svårt sjuka trots att de tagit vaccinet? Vaccin-bolagen förklarar det som "Non-preventable cases", vilket borde bli icke förebyggbara fall. Det där är Orwelliska, som de talar i boken 1984, dvs en logisk kullerbytta. Har du läst den boken? Den är mycket bra. Tyvärr förstår många oinvigda inte vad den handlar om.

http://www.telegraph.co.uk/health/swine-flu/6241571/Swine-flu-vaccine-tested-on-children.html
Detta test började för en månad sen i UK - har inte hört hur det gick sen. En månad är inte godkänd tid för vaccinationstester, varför sådana här icke fullständiga test räknas när man talar om ett "testat vaccin".

Mitt råd till dig som medmänniska till medmänniska är att du äter gott om C-vitamin, D-vitamin, samt mineraler (kalcium, zink, mm) och om du kan - skaffa dig Kollidialt Silver. Specialbrännskadeavdelningar lär använda Nanosilver för att förhindra infektionen, vilket är läkemedelsbranschens motsvarighet till det. Kollidialt Silver används ofta istället för antibiotika hos de som inte vill använda antibiotika, samt de som inte tål det längre. Dessa råd gäller både de som tagit vaccinet och de som avstått.

Det här spåret har jag följt sen 1998 då jag också trodde vaccin fanns till för att skydda oss mot smittor. Nu vet jag bättre - många år senare.

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RÄDD är precis vad de vill att vi ska vara för den här influensan

Skrivet 3 november, 2009 1:09

Det här är ett allmänt brev till några av mina grupper, samt ett mailsvar på ett mail jag fick från Sagolandet - http://vetteljus.org/sagoland.

Brevet på norska (det från Hans) kommer från en brevskrivare till Kloka Gubben. http://www.klokast.se/Motbok Jag har inte hans mail-adress, men såvitt jag kan se har Hans fattat vad saken handlar om. Liksom Ulf (Kloka Gubben) har. Han är författare av nyhetsbrevet Motgift och författaren av boken Motbok. Han har också skrivet en fantastisk bok om hans frus resa från dödsdom i cancer till total friskhet under 6 månader, helt mot läkarens ordination.

RÄDD är precis vad de vill att vi ska vara för den här influensan. Precis som de ville vi skulle vara rädda för FÅGELINFLUENSAN för ett tag sen. Ända sen dess har ialla fall jag väntat på nästa stora "skräckinfluensa" och massvaccineringshysteri. Har alla redan glömt den skrämselpropagandan som gick då? Och de vill absolut INTE att vi ska få en balanserad och rättvis information: http://www.dagensmedicin.se/nyheter/2009/10/23/lakare-forbjuds-uttala-sig/index.xml

Den här videon MÅSTE alla se för att få en snabb uppfattning vad som pågår UTAN hype: http://vimeo.com/7298827 Kloka Gubben skriver om videon såhär: "I denna video konstateras b l a att om inte föroreningarna i det av Baxter distribuerade säsongsinfluensavaccinet av en ren tillfällighet upptäckts i februari 2009, så hade vi i dag inte haft den milda svinflunsa som nu är föremål för upphaussade skriverier, utan i stället en svår och dödlig vaccinförmedlad pandemi - just av det slag som alla fruktat, och som de WHO-orkestrerade internationella åtgärderna förutsatt. Vilket kom först - sjukdomen eller vaccinet?" Jag kollar den nu och den är JÄTTEVIKTIG. Så mycket info om lab-tillverkade virusas och från en nunna... Lite kul faktiskt!

En historielektion: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5lcJt4jX1Vo "In this 1979 episode of 60 Minutes, Mike Wallace talks to President Ford and others about the Swine Flu vaccine of 1976. Note the admitted lack of safety and informed consent, even as TV ads frightened American citizens into getting a shot. Do you think anything has changed today?" http://articles.mercola.com/sites/articles/archive/2009/07/16/Major-Expose-on-Swine-Flu-by-60-Minutes.aspx Dr. Mercola's Comments: "If you watched the videos above in their entirety, you got to see several propaganda-like ads for the swine flu vaccine from the 1970s. Those ads are quite chilling … not because of their talk of the approaching swine flu epidemic, but because of their obvious intention to scare Americans into taking a swine flu vaccine that ended up being far worse than the disease itself." http://www.mercola.com

Ett vittnesmål från vad som egentligen låg bakom 1918-1919 års epidemi: http://www.holistic-helper.com/articles/articlevaccinecaused1918flu.htm En vaccinframkallad epedemi som tog 40 miljoner liv? Sen dess har många fler miljoner liv spillts pga vaccinen, men det mörkas effektivt i media. Många forskare har visat att inga vaccin egentligen hjälper, dvs funkar 100%. Vad som däremot brukar ha hänt är att nya vaccin bara åkt på vågen när epidemier ändå gick ner. Som exempel titta här på lite statistik: http://www.vaclib.org/sites/debate/web1.html Eller lyssna på den här föreläsningen, min broder Leif har spelat in med Alan Rees: http://vetteljus.org/ljud/Siems_Vaccinationsseminarium_20080525.mp3

Alla vaccinationsbolag är HELT utan ansvar om några biverkningar uppkommer. DE ÄR HELT BEFRIADE FRÅN ANSVAR. Här skriver Vaken lite mer om dessa fula gubbar och det godis de säljer till våra barn: http://vaken.se/modules/smartsection/item.php?itemid=548 Det betyder att ansvaret ligger helt och hållet på oss som konsumenter och föräldrar att ta vårt vuxenansvar. Att bli rädd och göra som vi blir tillsagda är enkelt. Men inte särskilt smart. Den här frågan började jag fokusera på redan i april och publicerade då: "Mexican Flu Outbreak 2009: SPECIAL REPORT by Dr Leonard Horowitz": http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GBeKB7aKzOs

Att bilda sig en uppfattning nu när media pumpar ut all sin propaganda måste vara svårt för alla som läser tidningar och ser nyheterna. Själv försöker jag låta bli att titta på deras programmering. Att sätta punkt för vidare samtal är ju också en metod - eller som man säger "see no evil, hear no evil, speak no evil". Det gillar de som gör just "evil" väldigt mycket. Då tystar massan såna som oss som försöker varna för vad som EGENTLIGEN pågår. Som t ex dr Carley: http://www.drcarley.com/Science_of_vaccine_damage.pdf

Och den här: http://blogg.expressen.se/stopnwo/entry.jsp?messid=532476 om A-vitamin och vaccinskadade barn med Autism. Märk väl att barn får Autism av vaccin ÄVEN om man tar bort kvicksilvret. En läkare i UK löste mysteriet, botade Autism och blev av med legget eller heder, dvs nått straff. Hans forskning visade att det var mässlingsviruset i vaccinet som orsakade sjukdomen. Tyvärr minns jag inga detaljer om detta för jag skrev om det får något år sen. Får kolla upp en annan dag. (Tillägg: Dr Wakefield)

Det är något sjukt i en värld full av sjukliga barn. Med god (nyttig) mat och omvårdnad ska barn vara friska. Astma, cancer, diabetes, allergier, och massor av andra sjukor bara ökar bland barn. Mina är hyfsat friska och då hade jag tur. För jag var lika korkad som alla andra fram till 1998, när jag mötte en "ängel" som avslöjade tattarspelet med vaccinerna för mig. Efter det slutade jag gradvis vaccinera, så jag vet hur svårt det är att stå emot trycket. Idag är jag ledsen på mig själv att jag inte var mer tuff. Den äldsta skulle sluppit vaccinera sig på mellanstadiet och säkert varit friskare idag. Men hon fick inga fler vaccin efter det - inget Gardasil åt henne. http://www.sourze.se/Natalie_Morton_dog_av_vaccin_10691288.asp En som var med och forskade fram detta vaccin sa det var "totalt oeffektivt" och bara såldes för att få in vinstpengar. Nu behandlar vi henne med Kollidialt Silver, C- och D-vitaminer och hoppas hon ska sluta få urinvägsinfektioner fler gånger. Här om hur du skyddar dig mot virus - på riktigt: http://vaken.se/modules/smartsection/item.php?itemid=568

Om hon kunde avstå sin mobil skulle det nog också öka immunförsvaret, för den strålning de avger är direkt ohälsosam. Inga barn eller yngre än 18 år borde få ha en mobil, det är hur farliga de är. Pojkarna slapp mellanstadie-sprutorna och var de enda som förblev helt friska när de andra insjuknade efter injektionen. Lillflickan är minst vaccinerad och otroligt frisk och pigg. Inte en allergi någonsin. Sen är det bara den äldste killen som ens använder sin mobil, men den ligger mest i väskan och han ringer eller sms:ar nästan aldrig. Se http://www.bevolution.org. (Tillägg: Dock vaccinerade BVC-personalen lillflickan mot vår vilja vid tre tillfällen och utan vi såg det, så hon var lika illa ute som de andra som baby, men slapp MPR-vaccinet helt. Den enda som fått TVÅ MPR-vaccin är den stora flickan, då hennes lärare "BERIT" på mellanstadiet i Ingelstad övertalade henne att ta det mot vår vilja. Det var EFTER den sprutan hennes allmänhälsa blev försämrad.)

Själv höll jag på att stryka med som nyfödd då de vaccinerade mig och jag fick en jätteböld på höften. Det ärret har jag fortfarande kvar. Minns inte vad det var för något de vaccinerade emot. Men ärret är verkligt förfulande. Speciellt när jag var ung skämdes jag för "gropen". (Tillägg: Det var mot tuberkulos och ifall man har anti-gener mot det redan får man en böld. Min mor bar på anti-gen och som nyfödd har vi oftast moderns anti-gener med oss. Därför vaccinerar de inte nyfödda längre med BCG-vaccinet.) Lite mer om att barn som vaccinerar sig blir sjukare i flunsan än om de lät bli och mycket annat om flunsor här: http://www.naturalnews.com/027301_swine_flu_influenza_pandemic.html och här: http://www.pandemicfluonline.com/?p=1432

VARFÖR är det så oerhört viktigt för dem att minst 60% av världens befolkning tar sprutan? Som jag redan skrivit innehåller den squalene, som är en oerhört farlig tillsats. Har inte någon hört talas om alla de flera tusentals drabbade ungdomarna som fick Gulfsyndromet genom Anthrax vaccinet när de var aktiva i USA armé? Det är en gammal historia nu, men anledningen till att squalene varit förbjudet i vaccin. Det ger så oerhört långvariga och svåröversiktliga sjukdomar. Friska atletiska ungdomar förvandlades över loppet av några månader till klena sjuklingar. Och sen alla andra otrevligheter i vaccinet som nämnts lite ytligt.

Men när folk är RÄDDA lär de äta råttgift om de tror det hjälper. Det faktum att det INTE hjälper är nog det som måste förstås. Och det kan inte mediaslukare förstå. Har inte mött en person som stirrar på dumburken, som trots all information om vaccinens ineffektivitet, ändå mystiskt "tror" att vissa behöver dem. Bara för att de stirrat på hypnosmaskinen. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8CMVpZu9WME Detta är lite genuine hjärntvätt för små barn.

Bara att tänka tanken att ge en liten varelse, ett barn, en sån spruta gör mig förfärad nu när jag VET sanningen om medialögnerna och läkemedelsbolagspropagandan. Men det är som om inte orden gick in i alla rädda människors hjärnor. Det finns ett bra uttryck för det när man attackerar budbäraren: "Don't kill the messenger". Hur mycket sånt attackerande får inte människor som verkligen bryr sig om sina sovande medmänniskor stå ut med idag? "Ingenting ni tror är sant är sant! Allting är tvärtom", vill man skrika. Men det vore att hårddra det lite mycket. En del är ju sant, eller så sant som något kan vara i en illusion.

Jag hade en dröm för några veckor sen. Jag körde bil och skulle köra vänster, men där stod en väggspärr med några trevliga poliser. Jag frågade poliserna "Varför är vägen spärrad?" och de svarade "För att det kommer ett stort monster emot oss." Då såg jag att alla människor flydde längs den väg jag kom ifrån, åt höger. Ingen körde på vägen åt det andra hållet, som jag åkt mot innan jag svängde vänster. Jag ville inte så gärna bli mosad av monstret så jag struntade i att följa strömmen och svängde ut på vägen jag förut åkt på, vänster alltså, och fortsatte vägen fram i den riktning jag förut åkt. Alla andra stod kvar i en bilkö, medan jag susade fram helt fri med vägen för mig själv. Det tyngde mig i hjärtat att de andra hellre blev mosade av monstret än de började tänka självständigt och åkte sin egen väg. Den FRIA vägen.

Vem är MONSTRET? Vem är det som kommer? Det var bara en dröm, säger du? Skönt att tro, men inte för mig som dels sett alla sanndrömmar jag haft, dels vet att INGEN dröm är "betydelselös". Något kommer och jag vet det. Välj att vara så rädd att du "följer strömmen" eller var orädd, som jag var i drömmen, och åk på en solig vacker väg som leder bort till nya äventyr.

Jag rekommenderar alla att gå in på http://www.theflucase.com med Jane Burgermeisters efterforskningar. Eller ta del av Leif Arnolds digra bunta han lämnat in med sin polisanmälan. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hvIRztVa6Bk Den ska finnas här att ladda ner: http://www.cmef.eu/ Det finns många fler man borde ta en titt på innan man tror man fått likvärdig information från "båda lägren". Givetvis är övervikten på den officiella "sanningen" alltid enormt mycket tyngre. T ex kolla in den här anmälan: http://www.naturalnews.com/027205_vaccines_swine_flu_the_FDA.html

Eller den här sajten, de har koll på läget: http://www.vaccinationsfaran.se/ Ser en intressant länk där: http://www.expressen.se/halsa/1.1762083/schweiz-stoppar-vaccin-till-barn Så, de vill inte själva ge sina barn vaccinet!

Några "rykten" eller sånt som whistleblowers säger är helt sant:
Rykte 1) Läkemedelsbolaget ansökte om patentet på viruset 2005, de hade dålig ekonomi, de spred viruset efter att ha tillverkat ett vaccin att sälja. Mega-vinst! http://www.dn.se/ekonomi/okad-vinst-for-astra-zeneca-1.984741
Rykte 2) Vaccinet är en del av planen att rädda planeten från överbefolkning genom att reducera antalet människor inom 50 år med 60%. Slutmål är 500 000 000. Se Georgia Guidestones. Googla efter stenarna! Vaken beskriver en del om reduktionsmålet: http://vaken.se/modules/smartsection/item.php?itemid=548
Rykte 3) Vaccinet är en del i det Orwelliska nya världsordingen av total befolkningskontroll, då alla människor injiceras med ett micro-chip, som sedan gör att man kan kontrollera känslor, liv och död, dvs en fjärrkontroll man när som helst kan utnyttja. Zomibies/robotar. Finns en del böcker på detta tema.

Att debattera någonting idag - överhuvudtaget - med människor som ännu inte avslöjat media som varanade "propagandabyråer" är tämligen meningslöst. Tänk bara på detta faktum - om en enda vaccinerad ändå blir sjuk så fungerar ju inte vaccinet. Ändå går alla mediakontrollerade sinnen med på att kalla dessa fall för "unpreventable cases", dvs ickeförhindringsbara fall. Det är ologiskt!!!! Jag har redan berättat att min yngsta moster och hennes man blev dödsjuka efter de tog vaccinet ifjol. Ingen reaktion från något håll. Inte ens från familjen. Kanske min syster fann det något konstigt, eftersom hon orkade nämna det för mig.

Ryktena om avbefolkning finns väldokumenterat i många officiella dokument och behöver ofta bara översättas till ren svenska, plockas ur sina långa fina texter och belysas. Sen att de där rosenkrusarna satt upp Georgia Guidestones för en mycket dyr summa med samma budskap gör det hela "slaget i sten". Detta är samma budskap folket ifrån Pleiaderna pumpat ut över världen under lång tid också genom sina olika "talesmän". De tjatar hela tiden om att befolkningen ska vara ½ miljarder MAX på planeten. Jag kan inte förstå hur det skulle gå till utan oerhört lidande. Barnlöshet är en av de mest smärtfyllda tillstånd för många och den ökande infertiliteten kommer ge mycket mer av detta lidande. Men jag kan se att de ser denna lösning som den bästa. Släng bara ett snabbt öga här så ser du att de snart lyckats med infertilitetsmålet: http://www.redicecreations.com/article.php?id=8521

Igår skickade jag också en bra länk om hur de testat bl a infertilitetsvaccin på kvinnor i u-länder och att AIDS fallen i Afrika uppkom på samma platser där de två år tidigare utfört en annan omfattande vaccinering mot smittkoppor: http://www.nyapolitiken.biz/medicin_o_halsa/nya-alarmerande-bevis.html En norsk sjukhusanställd in min Sagogrupp och skolsystern fick var sitt ex också. Sagogruppsmedlemmen (Moonchild Fairy) för hon visat intresse i frågan och skolsystern för att hon bett mig höra av mig med frågor. Tyvärr har ännu inte skolsystern hört av sig till mig med svar. Moonchild Fairy får också gärna svara på frågorna jag ställde i tidigare mail. Det är okey att svara. Det finns inga "linjer i sanden" här där "sista ordet är sagt". Här slutar vi inte snacka förrän loppet är kört. Och så illa ska det väl ändå inte gå! :-))

Som sagt skickar jag mycket om sånt här in på Magnolia Lane. Men människor föredrar tv-soffan så det är väl inte många som vill veta. De som vill veta brukar prenumerera på Kloka Gubben. Men han får MYCKET hatmail den mannen. Han har stenkoll på läget. Mycket smart och vaken karl.

Det är lite knasigt att det ska vara en fråga som rör Magnolia Lane som får mina sovande älvor i Sagolandet att vakna till. Annars lullar de så sött i sin törnrosesömn. :-)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JDxJgJRqPng (Godnattsång!)

Skrivet 1 november 2009 19:51

Fick detta på norska - för alla som förstår det bättre och inte hänger med i svenskan lika bra delar jag med er av detta pga läget den här hösten:

Hei, du har vel kanskje hørt allerede at det er mange som har gått ut og advart mot vaksinen mot svineinfluensa ved navn Pandemrix som det nå planlegges å tilby store deler av Norges befolkning. (samma i Sverige!!)

Jeg kan bekrefte at det er mange svært negative sider ved svineinfluensavaksinen (bl.a. innhold av kvikksølv som er en farlig gift, spesielt for gravide kvinner/fostre og barn som kan få autisme, samt innhold av skvalen, som bl.a. kan fremprovosere den livsødeleggende autoimmune sykdommen gulf war syndrome uavhengig av alder).

Noe som må sies er at vi kan ikke stole på media og heller ikke på helsemyndighetene i svineinfluensavaksine-saken ! (Jeg sitter på mye informasjon som dokumenterer at dette er tilfelle, en del av dette er det lenket til nedenfor):

Vedlagt er en plakat med viktige punkter for hvorfor vaksinen bør unngås. Vurder å sende plakaten og denne informasjonen videre til dine epostkontakter.

Her er noen lenker til viktig informasjon om svineinfluensavaksinen: http://www.fritthelsevalg.org/htmlsite/aktuelt.asp?parent=-1&flag=1&id=1&ban=1

http://www.nyhetsspeilet.no/2009/10/si-nei-til-svineinfluensavaksinen/http://www.nyhetsspeilet.no/2009/06/nordmenn-skal-massevaksineres-un%c3%b8dig/

http://www.rense.com/general85/vacc.htm

2 svensker døde kort tid etter svineinfluensavaksine (det är nu 5 DÖDA!!!)http://www.aftenposten.no/helse/article3334760.ece

Her er noen videoer med advarsler: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CDR-UJYms6w http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C-FFobqCZzs&feature=related (Dr. Leonard Horowitz)

http://articles.mercola.com/swine-flu-article/index.htm (Dr. Mercola)

Ønsker deg en fortsatt fin og vaksinefri høst.

Beste hilsen

Hans K. Gaarder

This is so important and as I said Fairytales really are about our reality, only told not to be so obvious. It's like films and movies and tv-series. You can use them to warn people. To inform people. But you can also use them to program people into a specific belief or opinion. KGB once said they were impressed with the west, cause they weren't believed, while the west could fool it's citizence into believing any fairytale they told them.

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